should i give everything up and just move on and find something much better or stand my ground and hope for the best?

no, this is not about my personal life...

i'm just losing faith in something. it's hard to think positive when something's bringing you down and keeping you from being motivated.

but letting go would mean a lot of sacrifices and hurdles that i'm not yet ready for.

i guess i should give it one more chance...

and hope for the best, as usual.

i thought this thing would be better than the last but then, something got ruined. and i can't fix this thing alone. not this way.

at the rate things are going, sometimes divine intervention isn't enough... human effort is the key here...

i have to be cryptic because some might get this entry the wrong way. and misinterpret it again.

no, this is not about you at all. stop thinking that. everything's not about you, you know... it's not worth it here in my blog.

just help me pray that things turn out for the best. for everybody...