Selos mode

the title speaks for itself, yup, i was consumed by the monster called jealousy. can't blame me though, it's second nature for me. i easily get jealous. but of course this does not concern everybody. the concerned casualties of my jealousy are or were my significant others or loved ones (the past, the present and of course the future to be exact).

jealous you say? i bet you're thinking right now, "why, what happened?" well, it may sound petty to some but for me, well, it's a big deal....

anyway, aishi and i were preparing to go to bed since we have to be up really early in the morning. me, being thursday the next day, i have to be in the office before 8. aishi had to be in the office really early to finish some paperwork. we were cuddling and joking and saying goodnight to kyle in my tummy when out of nowhere, his phone beeped a message. who would text him that late considering it's almost 2 in the morning...

actually i'm not the one to be the first one to grab and check his phone but on that night i didn't know what came over me and i checked the message the same time he did. lo and behold!! what did i see?? the message came from a certain girl named IRIS and the message read: "i'm home na. nyt. (insert smiley face)"

now don't tell me there shouldn't be anything to worry about, but, why would she text him that late when she wasn't with him the night? now tell me, wouldn't it rouse or tickle your suspicion or curiosity why this girl would do such a thing at an ungodly hour? i would understand if they were like out on a gimik-- actually no, i woulnd't understand either... she's his officemate, co-employee, they're not even close and why would this girl do such a thing? i mean, i would understand if she was like part of our barkada and we're all tight. we do text each other that we're all home. but this is different.

partly i'm jealous, partly i'm pissed off at this girl. isn't she aware that aishi is married already and has a family? what she did was really way off...

i truly believe aishi when he said he was the only one in the office last night doing some paperwork and his only company were the night guards in the office. now how come this girl would just text him like that? right? can't blame aishi though for being friendly but some girls really misinterpret his friendly demeanor. they think he's making a pass at them, which i assure them he's NOT.

i don't want to sound like i'm justifying myself here because i'm the wife but, that incident really ticked me off...


whew... oh well. at least i got it all out. come to think of it, it's not really jealousy, it's more of being pissed at one girl's behavior. *big grin*