can i be a drama queen for one day??

i really hate it when in my organized little OC world, something in the plan or even the schedule goes out of hand. i admit i have a hard time coping with stress that's why i try to avoid it. i plan out everything in advance even forseeing what possible events or situations that can happen.

but with the kind of situation that i am in and it seems that my own schedules are having minds of their own... konti na lang i mgiht throw in the towel and admit defeat, which really, i don't want to do!!!

some people lang talaga, would rather blame other people for their errors to save their own asses. pare-pareho lang tayong mga tao with busy schedules noh! you can't call me up and tell me off. deal with it. i am overflowing with patience, but please do not test it.

talking to kerol *special mention uli!! * in ym made me realize, which i just said a while ago: " even when everything around you fucks up, you know there's still this one thing that would keep you sane" and of course, good friends you know who will listen, just listen when you want to vent it all out and just rant.

ok, now i feel much better. thank god for good friends and conversations. if not, i would have had a million breakdowns...

:)