two nights ago, aishi and i were lying in our bed after putting kyle to sleep. out of nowhere, i asked him a question that had bothered me for quite a while but i tend to brush off. i guess in the "fear" that he might take offense on what i'm going to ask him.
but feeling that this was the right place and the right time, i grabbed the chance: i asked him: "bear, kailan tayo huling lumabas na tayong dalawa lang, as in date?" i kept quiet, waiting for him to reply. it took a while for him to answer as he was also thinking about it. and finally he did, "nung anniv natin nung december, yung world pyro pa" sigh "grabe bear, ganun na pala ka-tagal yun"
grabe, it has been a long time. i missed our dates, our dinner out together, our little "us" time. as much as we want to go out on dates (tipong bf/gf pa) it's a bit of a hassle since we would prefer to bring kyle along. to let him enjoy going out at a young age and of course bond with me and his dada.
i even joked since we were on the topic of "quality time", i missed his little surprises and texts our of the blue. but i understand now, that since we are usually swamped with work and our usual textmates are clients, it's really hard to text out of the blue. the only consistent text we get from each other if we're done having lunch and how's work so far. we live such boring lives... hassle talaga ang work! haha
and before the two of us would doze off to sleep, i told him, i sure hope one day,we could go out again, just the two of us. dinner, movie, whatever. i somehow miss our little kilig moments. and he assured me with a goodnight kiss...
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